Self Righteous Ignorance

Punkin wrote:

Buz wrote:I sent a message to Naid? Just a message you say? That doesn't sound that bad... A huge blog post? You mean the satire Luna vs Nova story that everybody loved? (including your irl friend)

You sure do seem angry about something you had no part in... It's almost as if you've been a crazy lunatic stalking these forums for years despite not being allowed in the community anymore. It really must suck you're not allowed in Nova so you just sit on the outskirts not even able to see what people are actually saying there.

You know it's actually crazy you have brought that up here because I've never said a word about that. Come to mention it I have a memory of people talking about your dead sister like it was some sort of acceptable topic of conversation, I was one of the few people saying we shouldn't be talking about it because it's a cruel topic of conservation. You wouldn't have seen that though, being banned from Nova and all.

If you have actual evidence of me saying this about your cat and guineapig I'd love to see it, otherwise I'm gonna call bs on that... Everyone knows I have a soft spot for animals. Besides if you're talking about your cat Pumpkin that must have been a recent death because that cat was still alive when you were in Novastorm and I haven't had any contact with you other than when you randomly asp out at me on the forums unprovoked like some sort of lunatic.

Why is it that I need to provide screenshots of something you said to me in a fast-paced chat from 4 years ago

Do you actually believe I just made this up & have been saying it over & over for the past 4 years? I know you like to make me out as someone incapable of telling the truth but that's just ridiculous that the only way for my words to have any meaning is for me to have screenshots of these exact moments

You wanna talk about gaslighting? THAT is gaslighting; I very specifically remember that exact incident & multiple others but the only way for you to admit that you said something like that is for me to have the equivalent of a tape recording from a snippet of a conversation YEARS AGO. If that's what it comes down to & the only way for you to just own up to it is by me wiping your nose in the shit & piss then we're done here

You call me a stalker but then you randomly add Naid who hasn't spoken a word to you & didn't even know it was you sending a request after YEARS of no contact just to send a photo you saved of her LOL

Did we ever find out who it was pretending to be me? I feel like we all just forgot that you guys accuse me of things without having evidence, but really the evidence only matters when it needs to be stacked up against you because that was honestly so funny that Mado showed me some random screenshots of someone trying to impersonate me horribly & it working

You guys just love holding me & other people to standards you absolutely cannot keep up with & it shows because your feelings are hurt from seeing people talk shit about you in Luna after everything that happened but you actually talk shit about me on a daily basis in Novastorm (which I know for a fact lol). Lie about that!  I dare you!  Because I've seen the discussions you guys have & the circlejerk. You talk about me every other day like I'm some kind of celebrity or historical figure it's WILD LOOLLL

Mado wrote:

Punkin wrote:

Buz wrote:I sent a message to Naid? Just a message you say? That doesn't sound that bad... A huge blog post? You mean the satire Luna vs Nova story that everybody loved? (including your irl friend)

You sure do seem angry about something you had no part in... It's almost as if you've been a crazy lunatic stalking these forums for years despite not being allowed in the community anymore. It really must suck you're not allowed in Nova so you just sit on the outskirts not even able to see what people are actually saying there.

You know it's actually crazy you have brought that up here because I've never said a word about that. Come to mention it I have a memory of people talking about your dead sister like it was some sort of acceptable topic of conversation, I was one of the few people saying we shouldn't be talking about it because it's a cruel topic of conservation. You wouldn't have seen that though, being banned from Nova and all.

If you have actual evidence of me saying this about your cat and guineapig I'd love to see it, otherwise I'm gonna call bs on that... Everyone knows I have a soft spot for animals. Besides if you're talking about your cat Pumpkin that must have been a recent death because that cat was still alive when you were in Novastorm and I haven't had any contact with you other than when you randomly asp out at me on the forums unprovoked like some sort of lunatic.

Why is it that I need to provide screenshots of something you said to me in a fast-paced chat from 4 years ago

Do you actually believe I just made this up & have been saying it over & over for the past 4 years? I know you like to make me out as someone incapable of telling the truth but that's just ridiculous that the only way for my words to have any meaning is for me to have screenshots of these exact moments

You wanna talk about gaslighting? THAT is gaslighting; I very specifically remember that exact incident & multiple others but the only way for you to admit that you said something like that is for me to have the equivalent of a tape recording from a snippet of a conversation YEARS AGO. If that's what it comes down to & the only way for you to just own up to it is by me wiping your nose in the shit & piss then we're done here

You call me a stalker but then you randomly add Naid who hasn't spoken a word to you & didn't even know it was you sending a request after YEARS of no contact just to send a photo you saved of her LOL

Did we ever find out who it was pretending to be me? I feel like we all just forgot that you guys accuse me of things without having evidence, but really the evidence only matters when it needs to be stacked up against you because that was honestly so funny that Mado showed me some random screenshots of someone trying to impersonate me horribly & it working

You guys just love holding me & other people to standards you absolutely cannot keep up with & it shows because your feelings are hurt from seeing people talk shit about you in Luna after everything that happened but you actually talk shit about me on a daily basis in Novastorm (which I know for a fact lol). Lie about that!  I dare you!  Because I've seen the discussions you guys have & the circlejerk. You talk about me every other day like I'm some kind of celebrity or historical figure it's WILD LOOLLL

Who's your pigeon in this community?

Buz wrote:You keep bringing me up constantly, despite me explaining my stance and why in Novastorm. You have brought my name up on this forum post 10 times and keep explaining how I'm not just taking your word for it, but you haven't actually given a good reason for why I should believe you over my own memory of events and the evidence that validates what I know took place.

We are talking about events that took place over 3 years ago Char, not present times. Your actions back then say one thing, but your words today say another. I don't want to listen to blatant lies. It's just gaslighting, manipulative and quite honestly very sad. People have memories of what went on back then and I have ways to look back at what was said to figure out what really was going on.

This all started from and stems from you taking issue with me because I said you were enjoying the conflict back then due to things such as when you were roleplaying it was a "war", talking about bringing Mitch and Mado "to their knees" and said it triumph that "we killed Novastorm" in Luna when Novastorm was dead. I just don't believe you typed out these things with a miserable straight face Char. These are the sorts of roleplay things I believe you did out of amusement. A common theme in your roleplaying is darkness, conflict and war, all themes that you clearly find exciting. You claim you don't find any amusement in these kind of dramatized war roleplays, but you still conduct them to this very day and I refuse to believe you do it without gaining anything out of it at all. The fact you blew up as much as you did and got so angry about this is the most perplexing thing about the whole situation to be honest. I gather that people roleplay for fun, so I find it very hard to believe you're the only specimen in human history that has partook in roleplay without any motivation at all. If you didn't get any amusement from it then clearly it wasnt a joke and it wasnt amusing for you... it was just something you did 100% seriously with a straight face. Is that what you're trying to tell me then???

I feel as though you are adamant that I should just take your word for things because my memories of events / evidence from the past is invalid as I didn't interview you several years later. It's just a ridiculous argument to be honest and does not wash with me.

I don't hold any ill will against you or anything, but I just can't simply take your word for things just because you feel your present opinion trumps peoples memories of the events that took place and the physical evidence that proves it. I find the whole way you reacted really strange to be honest. I'd understand if I said outrageous lies about you or something, but this forum post really did just get posted because I said you took amusement out of roleplaying when the Lunastorm stuff was going on... Like come on man who're you trying to fool?